Mother Mary

This is the picture I'm going to use for the Mary tattoo I'm going to get (this isn't my picture but I don't know who to give credit to since it was just a google image). The crown is my favorite part as well as her open hand and hand on her heart, I like how vulnerable she looks but at the same time she is protecting her heart.

I always get blue on the weekend. I wait for the weekend like I am waiting for something fantastic but it ends up just being another day of me being sick. Luckily Ronald is here with me which helps. I felt like this a lot as a kid. Looking forward to things and then being terribly disappointed, I would look forward to weekends but dad would ignore me just like during the week, and mom would be too busy cleaning to talk, or they got into a fight where they were silent the whole day and you could cut the tension with a knife. I waited for holidays; I waited for dad to come home; I waited for attention that never came.