Friday, February 26, 2010

worry

 
My heart pitters and pats-I'm afraid there will be an earthquake. My heart pulsates-I'm afraid I have a disease. My heart races-I'm afraid he is going to die. My heart escapes its nest-I'm afraid I will crash.

Anxiety is exhausting and it still tinges my edges like a cheap flame along a piece of paper. I'm dizzy, I'm coming down from drugs, I'm Catherine.

I swear I'm feeling the earth shake, I swear I am so dizzy I'm going to faint. Today is a scared day.
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5 comments:

  1. sallyFebruary 26, 2010 at 9:04 AM

    Catherine, I will be praying for you today, that you will find a peaceful place within yourself. Hang in there.
    Know that we are pulling for you.
    Love you so much!!
    Sally

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  2. Silke PowersFebruary 26, 2010 at 4:29 PM

    Oh, Sweetie, I've been out all day and didn't know you were having a scared day. I've had many of those and they are not fun! I always know I'm blowing everything out of proportion, but the scared mind sort of takes over, doesn't it?! Maybe just lay down while you are feeling so dizzy. Or take a soothing bath. Warmth often helps with anxiety in general. Have some good tea. Breathe deeply. Take it moment by moment...

    Much love, Silke

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  3. Just Be RealFebruary 26, 2010 at 4:58 PM

    Catherine I am sorry you are in a bad place. ((((Catherine))))

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  4. Nikki (Sarah)February 26, 2010 at 5:47 PM

    praying for you...hang in there...it will pass. Sarah

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  5. LizzieFebruary 27, 2010 at 12:55 AM

    I'm not good at this, I'm new, I'm learning, I read your blog and relate. It hurts but yet it helps. One day at a time is all any of us can do. Just knowing we are not alone helps me more than words can say. I hope tomorrow brings you some light, some peace.
    Lizzie..

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