It's stormy and cold. We were planning on going to the zoo but have to wait for a rainless weekend. I feel restless, anxious, sleepy.
I can't sleep well at night. I have restless dreams, dreams that my parents are trying to kill me. I wake up a few times each night and wish for morning so I can escape my anxious tunnel. Then morning comes and I'm disappointed that I'm still here and sick. There is so much life left to live and that is overwhelming because life is so damn hard. I'm staying here though. I'm determined, just not looking forward to it.
Good morning, Beautiful!! You have the most gorgeous eyes and the loveliest smile!! :-)
ReplyDeleteI am glad you are feeling ok and determined!! And I am again here to tell you from experience that once you find your special groove in life, once you've allowed yourself to become who you are meant to be, life will suddenly seem so easy, just flowing by itself.
My life was so much like yours, my feelings so similar to yours, and after I had worked through my "old stuff," everything has changed and life has become an exciting adventure. It will for you, too!! You are well on your way!!
I hope Amelia is ok. What did she do to her leg?
Sending much love!! Silke
Thanks Silke.
ReplyDeleteNot sure what happened to Amelia's leg but she seems to be slowly getting better. It is either a sprain or she needs surgery, we will know in a little over a week.
Hope you are having a good weekend!
xox, Catherine